That moment when you realize that your childhood was not like the ones in the movies. When i was a child no one wanted me, I was the odd one out, the ugly duckling. I watch movie after movie an no matter how bad everyone in the movies have it they always end up happily ever after in their own way. Why can't someone like me have a happily after. To have parents, or true friends would be nice. Yes I have an amazing sister and some amazing brothers. But no matter what I do I tend to either lose the ones closest to me, or the one who hurts them.

People are disgusting, already in college and people still cause drama like the people in "mean girls". Fuck you would think things like that only exist in movies just like happy ending are left for the actual movies. Nothing actually ends up the way people intend, yet drama exists in absolutely everything we do. "God Gretchin stop trying to make FETCH a thing it's not a thing". Story of my life...

brothers

your brothers from a very young age are supposed to be protective of you, especially if your a girl. they aren't supposed to let anything happen to you. there job is to make sure no bad happens, and to make sure that you never get hurt by a guy. and then there is my brother. who receives a text message from my boyfriend saying he was having sex with me..(we weren't). and all he has to say is "congrats i'm proud of both of you". all i could think was wow thanks bro, over all the years of making sure i don't step to close to the road, and protecting me from bullies, protecting me from a guy never occurred  to be important?

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life

life can be a pain in the but, but the truth is there is more to it then meets the eye. sometimes we feel like life makes no sense, but in truth does anything we do make sense?

How to make people listen to you

First you want to get there attention so tap them lightly on the sholder, or hit them on the sholder whatever works for you
secound say that you would like to be their friend, and ask if they want to do the trust excersise, witch is them falling into your arms you catch them
lastly, that sshould have made them trust you, and if its a guy you like its a bonus and if its a girl you like same thing, except maybe you have a better chance of working your way into her heart, write a coment if you tried this and it works

dont listen to your friends if you dont want to date a guy then dont

See if you dont like a guy dont date hime. My friend wants me to date a boy named Nik but i dont like him so i am not going to date him. If she wants to she can, do any of you experience friends like this. Friends that never give up, until you give in??


the friends name is....

how to get annoying people off your back

if you just want to get rid of someone, well you can say i have a really important conversation with someone and it is private sorry!!!! or you could walk away, see when i was younger i would say look over there when they looked i would make a run for it. if a guy you dont like asks you out you can say i already have plans maybe another time!!!!! or the mean way sorry i dont like you now go away.